I am sorry not to be what you should have done of me.
I am sorry to have failed.
I am sorry not to be as strong as you, that what I would have liked.
I would have liked that you was there for me.
I would have liked not to be also alone in this world.
I would have liked that you prevent all these sufferings,
all these horrible images which haunt me each day.
I so much needed you, but you could not be there
I am so sorry to be so weak,
to receive also easily the blows of life
I should not think as that will arrange itself,
because that will be only the case if I fights
I needed so much you
but you could not be there
I need so much you
but you never will be there
I am so sorry not to remember
I am so sad not to remember you
My heart was broken when I was 8 years old
and keeps an open wound forever
I lost you when I were 8 years old and I would never see you again
Mom I am sorry for all
I will have wanted to be able to think of you,
But it is not possible
Because I does not remember you.
But nevertheless
I want that you know that I always loved you
Goodbye For ever